Dear Oliver, 7.31.2004
There's so much I want to say to you that I never got to say. I wish you were
still here with me. I so badly want to hold you in my arms and never let you go. I miss your hugs, kisses, beautiful
smile, and all around love, but most of all I miss you. You didn't deserve this, not now. I don't know if I
even told you that I loved you more than you'll ever know. You were my best friend, so close to me but yet so far away.
I'm sorry that the past few months we haven't been able to talk much or hang out. I thought of you as my baby brother
that I had for so long and lost all in one day.
The memories I have with me now, I hold so close to me as if I will lose them too.
This has got to be a dream, it has to be. I just want to wake up from all of this,
call your cell phone and know that you'll be answering.
I don't know how I'm going to make it without ever talking to you or seeing you again.
It's so hard right now, but I know I can do it. I'm just not strong now. Please watch over me.
I can't stop thinking about you and everything I've been through with you. So many
memories stick out in my mind that just keep on replaying over and over again in my mind.
I feel like crying every minute of each day. I'm not that strong of a person, but
I'm trying my best. I promise I'll watch over your brother, friends, family all that you loved as I know you
will too. I still want to talk to you so bad.
I'm going to start work again soon. In my heart I'm going to be hoping you'd walk
through the door to say 'Hi' and give me a big hug, but in my head I know you won't.
Oliver, you were and will forever be a beautiful person. You had everything
in your personality that made you rock! You had the life that so many wish they had. You had a beautiful
mind as well. I always learned something new about you everytime we'd talk and even though you're gone I'm still learning
so much about you. No one is ever perfect, but you had all the qualities that made you damn close. I love you
so much. I hope you knew that. You were truely one of a kind.

XOXOXO,

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8.3.04: I can't stand the thought that you are in the ground. I would do anything, give anything to switch
places with you. You had everything going for you and all of your dreams were coming true. The future was planned
for you and suddenly it all came to a hault when hit by Ryan's Ford F150 4x4. He didn't even try to stop.
I wish I were dead. I have nothing and whatever dreams I had were killed long ago.
I miss you more and more each and every day. I want you back even if it was for a day. I wouldn't ask
any questions just hug you, never let you go, and tell you everything from beginning to end. I know I'll see you
again someday, but that is so long.
I will never be able to say good-bye to you and I won't. When we
would hang out or you'd come see me, you never said good-bye...It was always "I love you and I'll talk to you later"
or "see you later". That is always how I'll leave it. I love you, Oliver!!
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